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Saturday, November 28, 2009

It suddenly dawned upon me that I'm more than halfway through my poly life. Like wtf? Internship in close to 4 months time? (15th March onwards). I've yet to complain about the date btw.

So many decisions to make and questions to ask myself. What kind of company do I want to join? Events, Attractions? Overseas?

It's like all of a sudden, I have so many responsibilities and control over my life. Although it's just some Internship program and not some life changing decision or what, it still seems important. :O Idk why. Lol.

I would very much want to go for Overseas internship but there are so many freaking factors to consider that the whole process just seems so much of a hassle. But the very thought of independence in a unknown country with mostly unknown people makes the whole process worthwhile I feel. I've always wanted to go overseas for a long period of time but have never got the chance to. :( But then again, all the offerings of jobs will surely be snatched by those GPA 3 and above people. Major sadness. So the only way would be to source for your own overseas SIP. HOW HOW HOW TO FIND OVERSEAS INTERNSHIP YOURSELF? :(

All these have to be settled by early Jan or so I heard. We're already heading to December? Like wtf? Does time fly pass so quickly or what! Tell me about it. I didn't even realise my poly life is about to end in a year. -.-

Everyone is like growing up so quickly. Some people have even completed their A levels! Wtf. Reality check needed siolz. I need to come back to planet Earth. Which reminds me of ssm I heard someone saying, "You belong to planet Stupid or planet Dumb?" Major joke please. -.-

I kinda enjoy staying at home nowadays y'know. Wanted to get some studying done for the 4 tests coming up this week but oh well, cousins came over and never would they let that happen! Hahaha. And also, getting sick of going out already. Shall keep my energy for the hols. Now shall TRY to concentrate on school. (A)

Till I came back from my reality check, ciaos!



11/28/2009 10:28:00 PM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

It really amazes me how a person who you just said hi to and shook hands with 2 days ago is no longer breathing on Earth anymore.

My dad's friend's son. 27+ years old I think. I just saw him two days ago at a wedding function and now he's gone. Even though we aren't very close but well.. :/ Sad I would say. It kinda reminds me the scenes in April this year.

Oh well, C'est La Vie.

J's concert last night was good. Although her nervousness made her seem so stiff. Oh overall, (Y).

Another concert next Sat. TP Band concert. Hopefully there'll be a song or two which i'm familiar with. :(

Next few weeks of school is going to be hell with all the tests coming up. Not as though the first few weeks hasn't been bad enough. It can only get worse.

Ticketing test tomorrow with a whole load of 30% weightage. I should go and read some of the notes later and act one guai kia right? Put in a bit of effort, it'll do me good. ;)

My 5 day break is finally coming to an end. I haven't gone to school since Wednesday. Wahaha.

(Y)

11/15/2009 02:24:00 PM

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Holy Mama! Does anyone still visit this blog?! Hahaha.

It's been damn long man. Should I start blogging again? I like typing using my macbook's keyboard (show off siol!). But really, it's damn soft and nice to type. :$ So anyway, the last time i blogged was like in August! That's hellava long time man.
But it's okay, it's alright. P is back. Or at least, i'll try to be back okay?

I pity Norlyn and the rest who have one less blog to read. So i'll do y'all a favour and give y'all a piece of ma life yaw! (Act one cool..)

Before anything else, I just wish to declare that Sem 2.2 is officially the worse sem of school so far. I fucking hate school please. -.- Though only 6 modules this sem but timetable is fking packed practically everyday. :( Major sadness. But thank god, thanks to the public hols, xmas and new year, this sem would past relatively fast! :D

I officially declared this week to be a 2 day week for me. I only went to school on monday and tuesday. The rest shall be official public holidays for yours truly.

That's about it for now! Do check back more often. Heh. ;)

Xoxo!

11/12/2009 11:01:00 PM

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Yea man! Exams are over bitches! :D :D :D

Like finally. Close to 2 weeks of torture and over draining brain cells. Same old shit of last minute revising. Just another year, another semester. We will never change.. But maybe next sem I will become a good boy? Oh wait. I said that last sem as well. :O (N)

I'm going to miss going to Sentosa seh and taking MRT to school. The freaking thought of going to TP and the crowd. :( Total turn off! And not forgetting the forever packed 969 bus! WITH CHEAPSKATE AIR-CON! :@
Irritating siol. Forever lah the aircon. Cheapskate. SBS buses better. (Y)

SO not looking forward to next sem now with S.S.M and what not! FML.com please. & WE'RE SPLITTING CLASS! OMGGGGGGGGG! :( :( FML x 2 .com.

But on a brighter note! << HAHAHA TEEEEE!

Hopefully today'll be fun and may the chalet tmr be enjoyable with the people! The only thing to make me feel better after the exam period. Stress siol! Pawan feels stressed okay. I cannot take supp paper! I CANNOT. NOTE: I CANNOTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

Anyway I want to watch a lot of Movies seh!

Final Destination
G.I Joe (I STILL HAVENT WATCHED IT YET. FML x 3 .com)
The Proposal
Where got Ghost
Bruno (But then like R21 only. and only 80mins. a bit not worth my money)

IF Y'ALL NEED PEOPLE TO WATCH WITH YOU, YOU KNOW WHO TO CALL! :D :D :D

8/29/2009 12:44:00 PM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Exams. Once again. The time when I start realizing that hey, my modules are actually quite interesting. Okay some lectures. Not all the heavy shit which is clogging my entire brain juice flow. Actually I still don't really know how the brain works. I know there is a left brain right brain shit. And how it looks like and all. But not everything.
Dave, next time instead of books about black holes and what weird stuffs, find me book about brains instead. :D Thanks. Wahaha.

Oh wait, exams. It's the time of the semester when I 12 lectures or more are cramped into a span of 1 week. I've got freaking hell 4 modules of exams to study for. That is about 48 lectures, MINIMUM. _|_
Go ahead. Laugh.. Well, that's just how I am. I tend to slack all the way until the important dates come and I feel the pressure. I usually work better under pressure I would say. Like now, when my exam is on Friday, i'm only halfway done with revision for this module. I've yet to memorize the freaking lots of points..But oh well, everyone has to go through this tough economic crisis together. Oh wait, i mean exam crisis. I was reading the National Day rally the other day though. I think it's interesting how our Prime Minister can come up with such a long speech and talk so much. (Y). I still remember 1 semester ago when I had to write speeches for Public Speaking. Hohoho.

Anyway, while taking a break from studying earlier, I decided to watch Singapore Idol. The first episode I watched ever since it started. And I have to admit, it's quite entertaining. I think Singaporeans are really damn drama. Hahaha. I mean I understand it's cool to strive for their dream to be singers and the Singapore Idol, but still, don't need to go to the extent of drowning your self-esteem and confidence right. Make yourselves seem so pathetic in front of the judges. I bet they'll be thinking what a bunch of losers they are. Rejected already still ask for chance and everything. Oh well, I wouldn't know how they feel anyway since I'm not in their shoes. & My mum damn -.- She keep asking me why I never join. Major rolls eyes. And she ask me turn down the volume cause their voices very annoying and she beginning to get headache. Drama ttm. Hahaha.

Looking forward to Sakae Buffet with M's tomorrow. Hopefully everyone can make it!
It's been so longgggg. That i haven't seen your face..

Okay, now it's back to Resort Ops.
Have fun everyone doing the last minute cramping. I so know I'm not the only one. Woohoo! FOL (F our Life).

8/19/2009 10:46:00 PM

Friday, August 14, 2009

Time really flies.

It's like the last day in Sentosa tomorrow. :(
I'm going to miss the quiet environment. Taking MRT to school. Classmates. Slack timetable. Vivo's Banquet. Superdog. Breadtalk's Nacho Cheese. Movies @ Vivo. Afternoon classes every single day.
School 3 times a week. & a lot more..

I don't know what to do with you.
I don't know how to tell you the way I feel about you.
The feeling is just not mutual. & it's too much a change in my life suddenly that I just feel like running away from you.
Maybe I'm really not that kind of guy to get into such serious stuffs.
I like my own space. A lot of space actually. Step in too much and I will start feeling uncomfortable.

8/14/2009 12:07:00 AM

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

I'm so not looking forward to waking up at 6.45AM tomorrow for some Amazing Race in school tomorrow.
Gosh. Amazing Race at sentosa at like 9am? -.-

I haven't woken up that early in like months? And I haven't been to school that early before too!
It better not be boring and may I enjoy myself tomorrow. But wait, how fun can running around Sentosa get? :O

Anyway, I've been craving for McDonald's breakfast for so many weeks already! But I NEVER wake up before 11am for it. :( The one day which I have to wake up early, have to immediately rush to sentosa. And nope, I'm NOT going to wake up slightly earlier to go to Mac @ Harbourfront Centre. Beauty sleep is more important yo.

Can someone bring me breakfast in bed? :D
I would give you a kiss when i finish the meal. (L)

8/05/2009 11:58:00 PM

Monday, August 3, 2009

It would have been better if I didn't know.
Why did I even bother asking? Why did I want to be so kpo for?

The feeling of knowing sucks.
But I guess I'll just have to pretend everything is fine.
That's why I always do anyway.

8/03/2009 11:57:00 PM


Weekends ended in a jiffy!
This whole week has been hectic enough that the weekends couldnt have added on any better.

Last night Zouk cum Colabar was so-so. There was definitely more awesome nights.
Dead shagged by 4am and K.O-ed immediately.

Slept like a dead log and didn't even here my loud phone calls which resulted in me being a little late for Wild Wild Wet.

I think WWW is a bit waste of money? So little rides. Quite boring I would say.
But the company made it worthwhile. :)
Thanks.

Watched 'The Hangover' after that at E! Hub. It's a boys movie I would say. Something guys would do on wild nights. Heh. 28th August! ;)
Not really a movie girls would want to watch. Not the usual chick flick. But all in all, not bad a show. Worth your moolah I would say. For guys especially.
Do note: Quite a lot of ass peeps in the show. Some really gross tits as well.

WHICH REMINDS ME. FUCK! We saw this lady at the lazy pool just now. Wearing white shirt with no bra inside. FUCK FUCK FUCK! ULTIMATE GROSS SHIT!
Omggggg. I still remember the scene just now! EWWWWWWWWWWW! Not exaggarating but it was the worst thing you could ever see. I do not wish to elaborate any further. Hahaa.

Back to school again tomorrow. Opera Test. -.- G.G.
Haven't started revising at all. Am just so fucking tired. I think it's about time I go to bed and probably wake up earlier and try to study.

Good night people and thanks to everyone for making this week fun.

P.S : Ah boy, sorry I forgot about our "date". I'll ask you out this week! :D FOR SURE!

8/03/2009 01:06:00 AM

Monday, July 27, 2009

Absolute sianz-sation mood right now.
Presentation tomorrow. The first and only formal presentation this semester. Pretty much shows how slack school is right?
The other modules all is just project interviews and stuffs. Nothing that serious.

Semester's ending soon I think? Another 2-3 more weeks of lessons and then it's study week and exams!
What comes after that, you all know. Hooray-days.. :)

I should hit the beds now. The cold weather and a tired body makes sleeping early so worth it.
Oh wait, I haven't slept this early in a damn long time!

Today seems special?

Oh and I miss Gossip Girl. :( Come back to me soon will ya?

7/27/2009 11:55:00 PM